I feel like Pond Water

Do you ever go through a period in your life when you feel as if you are going nowhere??? That is Pond Water.

Do you ever feel like you are just keeping your head above water??? That is Pond Water.

Do you ever wonder how in the hell you would be able to get out from under all of those Student loans you took out to pay for school so that you could get a better job and provide a decent and hopefully comfortable life for your family......and you are still trying to figure it out? That is Pond Water

Do you ever think....what am I doing here? why did I choose this path? That is Pond Water.

I feel like Pond Water. Not moving, not really contributing, except to the exploding population of mosquitoes......I am waiting to evaporate, so that I can then contribute something....like rain....

Wow...the symbolism.....creepy huh? Well it is what it is...and that is how I feel....Like Pond water...slowly but surely being covered in a green goop and producing nothing but mosquitoes